self-defintion

Self-Definition

Sleep:

Struggling to breathe with closed eyes and loud silence.

 

Desperate:

Foolishly, selfishly waiting for the change a long time coming

 

Confusion:

Wanting to fly but recklessly cutting my wings

 

Delusion:

Believing love is not make believe

 

Pain:

Please. No. Not tonight.

 

Alcohol:

Simple sedation of this mental intermission.

 

Cigarettes:

Crazed and hopeless addiction to flashing lights and crowded smoke

 

Paradox:

Lost in the darkness and trapped within the light

 

Broken:

Incomplete and scarred, searching for the heaven of which you speak

 

Lost:

Crawling, limping, climbing, running, wandering but not moving an inch

 

Help:

Screaming, yelling, dying, lying, trying, falling and not even making a sound

 

And with these words,

I define myself.

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